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Do you ever wonder if you're a good friend? If there are things you should be doing? I keep thinking that I've lost what it takes to be that to other people. That I don't do or say enough...but then, I have always been the one going to other people, or being there, or listening...and I don't always feel like there is someone to listen to me.

Color me bluesy today.

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melodicsoda
Jan. 27th, 2012 05:26 pm (UTC)
I can relate. When I was younger I was always the one to go to my friends...I can honestly say I gave more than they all gave me. Now that we're older, I get crap for being too distant and not seeming to care as much as I did when I was younger. But hey, they drained me. The number one thing with friends is to make sure you're happy around who you're with. Friendship isn't a one-way street.
badseedshalo
Jan. 27th, 2012 11:27 pm (UTC)
I think its our age...

My circle of friends has gone round again I think, maybe that's part of it, but you're right- it does have to go both ways.
ambeaux
Jan. 27th, 2012 06:23 pm (UTC)
We're listening! What do you want to talk about? :D
badseedshalo
Jan. 27th, 2012 11:35 pm (UTC)
And of course...


after all the ennui, I can't think of a thing. I am ok, bluesy due to hormones I think. I miss spending time with my besties, but schedules don't permit very often. I realize everyone's busy and that things are changing, but I get lonesome for my peeps.
avahgdu
Jan. 27th, 2012 10:02 pm (UTC)
I always assumed we were keeping that bit of a barrier out of respect to Ella, and due to our historic failure at smoothly accepting Arthur's choice.
You always knew we would work it out, but it did take years and traumatised Art as much as it did us.
The only time I have felt hurt recently was when Art n you, mostly Art...they spent time together and she loves him a lot, were pretty quiet when my Mom nearly died.
But you know that Quint has no romantic history with you or Arthur, and has always been willing to listen. So, Q and I are here. You can lean on us, talk to us, text us, call us...we are still family.
badseedshalo
Jan. 28th, 2012 12:03 am (UTC)
Oh sweetie...


It's not you , I swear- I mean, don't get me wrong- I miss US a lot.But I think you and I are in a good place but thank you for reminding me that you are there for me too :) *hug*
coyotegoth
Feb. 4th, 2012 05:07 am (UTC)
How are things?
badseedshalo
Feb. 5th, 2012 12:33 am (UTC)
Things are....

..good. I think I have a plan to make my life a little less stressful and am trying to manage my urge to be there for everyone.

But thank you for asking!

How are YOU?
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